| watch out, this rollercoaster is getting way too serious.
i think i need to play some really loud music and simultaneously enjoy the process.
ohh also for the record, in retrospect i'd STILL rather live in decatur. if i needed to i could settle easily on a chicago suburb. there are quite a few better big cities out there. i think L.A. and Nashville are currently the most appealing ones.
for the sake of old times and keeping "xanga world" updated: I have a recording studio. I'm a senior in college and i dont know what i'm going to do with that paper millikins about to hand me. and in general, i'm kind of focusing this year on sharpening my skills as a music producer, we'll see how that goes but so far its been good.
oh yeah. my macbook broke two months ago. this means a: xanga has for sure outlived my macbook and b: i now do my daily computing (with no joy in my heart whatsoever) on a 733mHz (that's right) powermac g4. Essentially, I now have 1/4th of the computer I used to. |
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| you have no idea.
all i need is day or night at this point. but the gray clouds refuse to go away.
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| and my current circumstances give me the most manic emotions possible. its so weird. i want out of this little experience for sure.
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